Sunday, April 13, 2008

National Poetry Month, Day 13: Robert Lowell - "Man and Wife"

Sometimes I wonder how someone with as great a talent and as privileged a life as Robert Lowell could be so unhappy. Sometimes I walk around New England on particularly bright days in February when everything is covered with sand and think about how I didn't do well in a class in college or how I'm worried about a family member or why I'm not where I want to be, sometimes, and I want to throw myself under a bus. I think if I could translate that under-the-bus feeling into words they would belong to Robert Lowell.

This merits a second paragraph, because I didn't pick this poem because the under-the-bus feeling; it's a lovely day here in New England. My loving, rapid, merciless old-fashioned tirade, and I couldn't have come up with a better way to describe the words that come out of my mouth, has gone on too long for some, and in a staggeringly boring response I've gone home to my mom's to drink gin and write stupid crap on the internet. Robert Lowell, everyone!

Tamed by Miltown, we lie on Mother's bed;
the rising sun in war paint dyes us red;
in broad daylight her gilded bed-posts shine,
abandoned, almost Dionysian.
At last the trees are green on Marlborough Street,
blossoms on our magnolia ignite
the morning with their murderous five days' white.
All night I've held your hand,
as if you had
a fourth time faced the kingdom of the mad--
its hackneyed speech, its homicidal eye--
and dragged me home alive. . . .Oh my Petite,
clearest of all God's creatures, still all air and nerve:
you were in our twenties, and I,
once hand on glass
and heart in mouth,
outdrank the Rahvs in the heat
of Greenwich Village, fainting at your feet--
too boiled and shy
and poker-faced to make a pass,
while the shrill verve
of your invective scorched the traditional South.

Now twelve years later, you turn your back.
Sleepless, you hold
your pillow to your hollows like a child;
your old-fashioned tirade--
loving, rapid, merciless--
breaks like the Atlantic Ocean on my head.

Thursday, April 10, 2008

National Poetry Month, Day 9: Frank O'Hara - "Poem (Hate is Only One of Many Responses)

Quit pointing out my failures as a blogger, National Poetry Month! To make up for missing a couple of days, I give you Frank O'Hara, one of the cooler poets I like. I picked this one at random out of one of his anthologies, and then was struck by how true it was, at least to me. Stupid sneaky poetry.

Hate is only one of many responses
true, hurt and hate go hand in hand
but why be afraid of hate, it is only there
think of filth, is it really awesome
neither is hate
don't be shy of unkindness, either
it's cleansing and allows you to be direct
like an arrow that feels something

out and out meanness, too, lets love breathe
you don't have to fight off getting in too deep
you can always get out if you're not too scared

an ounce of prevention's
enough to poison the heart
don't think of others
until you have thought of yourself, are true

all of these things, if you feel them
will be graced by a certain reluctance
and turn into gold

if felt by me, will be smilingly deflected
by your mysterious concern

Saturday, April 5, 2008

National Poetry Month, Day 5: "I Live in the Twentieth Century"

This poet has the distinction of being one of the very few that my mother actually likes. Needless to say, I like him quite a bit as well. He writes what I think are some of the best poems about sex in the twentieth century, and the stuff he has to say about relationships is pretty spot on too. He's also got a lot of stuff about the Grateful Dead and living in San Francisco and hallucinating, but I like the mushy stuff better.

I live in the Twentieth Century
and you lie here beside me. You
were unhappy when you fell asleep.
There was nothing I could do about
it. I felt hopeless. Your face
is so beautiful that I cannot stop
to describe it, and there's nothing
I can do to make you happy while
you sleep.

Friday, April 4, 2008

National Poetry Month, Day 4: "Heaven-Haven: A Nun Takes the Veil" - Gerald Manley Hopkins

Gerald Manley Hopkins is a poet that I've been promising myself to make time for years now, and I would literally have to schedule out something like a weekend for it, because all of his poems are extremely complicated and also have to be read out loud to get the full impact. So it would have to be weekend where I was alone in the house or with someone who likes to hear me say words different ways over and over again. This is one of his shorter, simpler poems, I really like it, and I keep trying and failing to put it in a play, because it sounds so great read aloud.

    I have desired to go
Where springs not fail,
To fields where flies no sharp and sided hail
And a few lilies blow.

And I have asked to be
Where no storms come,
Where the green swell is in the havens dumb,
And out of the swing of the sea.

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

National Poetry Month, Day 3: "In Memory of W.B. Yeats" - W.H. Auden

I really struggled with which Auden poem to post; this one is neither my favorite ("Edward Lear") nor is it his most popular ("Funeral Blues" was in Four Weddings and a Funeral, "Musee des Beaux Art" is beloved by scholars), but it has two great things to recommend it: 1.) It's completely badass. It's gorgeous, virtuoso, balls to the wall work. 2.) It's an incredibly moving tribute, and the sheer volume of the emotion that this one amazing poet feels at the death of his hero, perhaps the most amazing poet of the 20th century, is really something to behold.

I

He disappeared in the dead of winter:
The brooks were frozen, the airports almost deserted,
The snow disfigured the public statues;
The mercury sank in the mouth of the dying day.
What instruments we have agree
The day of his death was a dark cold day.

Far from his illness
The wolves ran on through the evergreen forests,
The peasant river was untempted by the fashionable quays;
By mourning tongues
The death of the poet was kept from his poems.

But for him it was his last afternoon as himself,
An afternoon of nurses and rumours;
The provinces of his body revolted,
The squares of his mind were empty,
Silence invaded the suburbs,
The current of his feeling failed; he became his admirers.

Now he is scattered among a hundred cities
And wholly given over to unfamiliar affections,
To find his happiness in another kind of wood
And be punished under a foreign code of conscience.
The words of a dead man
Are modified in the guts of the living.

But in the importance and noise of to-morrow
When the brokers are roaring like beasts on the floor of the Bourse,
And the poor have the sufferings to which they are fairly accustomed,
And each in the cell of himself is almost convinced of his freedom,
A few thousand will think of this day
As one thinks of a day when one did something slightly unusual.
What instruments we have agree
The day of his death was a dark cold day.

II

You were silly like us; your gift survived it all:
The parish of rich women, physical decay,
Yourself. Mad Ireland hurt you into poetry.
Now Ireland has her madness and her weather still,
For poetry makes nothing happen: it survives
In the valley of its making where executives
Would never want to tamper, flows on south
From ranches of isolation and the busy griefs,
Raw towns that we believe and die in; it survives,
A way of happening, a mouth.

III

Earth, receive an honoured guest:
William Yeats is laid to rest.
Let the Irish vessel lie
Emptied of its poetry.

In the nightmare of the dark
All the dogs of Europe bark,
And the living nations wait,
Each sequestered in its hate;

Intellectual disgrace
Stares from every human face,
And the seas of pity lie
Locked and frozen in each eye.

Follow, poet, follow right
To the bottom of the night,
With your unconstraining voice
Still persuade us to rejoice.

With the farming of a verse
Make a vineyard of the curse,
Sing of human unsuccess
In a rapture of distress.

In the deserts of the heart
Let the healing fountains start,
In the prison of his days
Teach the free man how to praise.

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

National Poetry Month, Day 2: "Insomnia" - Elizabeth Bishop

Elizabeth Bishop was one of the first poets I found on my own, instead of via a teacher or a project. She's also the first female poet I really got into, and this was the first of her poems that I found really moving. I used to pull all-nighters in my studio apartment and read this on breaks and brood about how true it was, and how awesome I was for appreciating it. Later I found that every other young female English major did the exact same thing.

The moon in the bureau mirror
looks out a million miles
(and perhaps with pride, at herself,
but she never, never smiles)
far and away beyond sleep, or
perhaps she's a daytime sleeper.

By the Universe deserted,
she'd tell it to go to hell,
and she'd find a body of water,
or a mirror, on which to dwell.
So wrap up care in a cobweb
and drop it down the well

into that world inverted
where left is always right,
where the shadows are really the body,
where we stay awake all night,
where the heavens are shallow as the sea
is now deep, and you love me.